I let the light in today
Tossed aside the shades and drew the windows wide,
to glimpse upon a beam of golden hope,
a ray of brilliance amidst the dark winter cold
I never had dared let the light in before
For fear that it wouldn’t be mine to keep
A well-guarded window kept safe all I guarded,
a shade to protect against all I held dear
Yet, a small, quiet voice urged me onward today
Steeling my courage, making me bold
And I stepped out from darkness to look at the sky
A sight I had dreamed of, but never pursued
The light was dazzling, although small
peaking through the clouds, daring to shine
It flickered with uncertainty, almost disappearing
A glimmer of promise…but, the light was there
My eyes rebelled at the glorious sight,
for no light had ever shone like this before
So, I silenced my mind, and opened my heart
And took every ounce of it in
I gazed at the light, embracing its warmth,
and the joy that I felt grew inside
I let myself dream, and I let my heart dance
and my soul felt complete and whole
And my spirit knew true happiness
as I dared to indulge in this dream
But I knew, how I knew, that the light could not stay,
and the clouds gently took it away
A sigh of resignation escaped my lips.
I knew I had stolen a moment or two
with a light that inspired me, thrilled me, warmed me
A moment of hope amidst a season of gray
I let myself take just a minute or two
to delight in the thoughts of all that could be
I let the light in for a second today
to imagine what joy and bliss true love could bring.
Welcome to my second addition of poetry to the site! Here’s a poem that actually was part of a larger work, but I decided to ultimately cut that down and make two different poems. It’s counterpart will focus around a meadow scene, so be sure to look for that one in the upcoming weeks. Ideally, I’d love to edit this one and adapt it to fit a solid rhyming scheme. I just had to get these thoughts down last night, and I knew that if I became too concerned with rhyming, I wouldn’t be as articulate and truthful with my words.
The picture above is also mine. It was taken around sunset, in a moving car, while riding to Cleveland, Ohio…the sun was a lovely winter gold that afternoon.
Happy reading, all!
Posted by Uncle Lewis on January 26, 2011 at 8:11 am
wow. Photo is beautiful, words are beautiful, author is beautiful. Everytime I read it, something else jumps off the page at me. I pray those clouds part and the sun streams in. Just be warned the sunshine may be blinding and more than you can take. 🙂
Posted by auntbethany on January 26, 2011 at 11:28 am
I have heavy-duty Ray Bans, Uncle Lewis. Plus, you know how much I love sunlight. I hate being cold and anxious in January. But…the struggle and strife make you really realize how badly you want to fight for something…and I will fight for sunlight even in the heaviest of blizzards.
Posted by Angelia Sims Hardy on January 26, 2011 at 10:58 am
The picture is perfect for the poem you have so beautifully wrote and captured with words through the trees. I adore it! You are mulit-talented. Of course, I keep saying that. Remember the moment and enjoy the peaceful glow of happiness (you can carry it with you- I promise!).
Posted by auntbethany on January 26, 2011 at 11:30 am
Thanks, Angelia! That means a lot coming from you. I have a thing for photographing the sky and the sun…and trees 🙂
Posted by Tori Nelson on January 26, 2011 at 11:21 am
“And took every ounce of it in” LOVE this! You have got to keep this poetry thing up! You have a serious talent for it!
Posted by auntbethany on January 26, 2011 at 11:26 am
Thanks for your kind, kind words. Just WAIT ’til you see tomorrow’s post…”Ode to a Stale Cookie.” A bit more humorous than my usual poetry offerings!
Posted by Snuggle Wasteland on January 26, 2011 at 2:26 pm
That was so beautiful! I love the photo, too.
Posted by auntbethany on January 26, 2011 at 4:43 pm
Thanks, Snuggles! I heart Snuggle Wasteland 🙂
Posted by marinasleeps on January 26, 2011 at 3:53 pm
Dang girl … that was nice. With all the funny, the movie reviews, and now beautiful poetry, I say you put in for a variety show.
Posted by auntbethany on January 26, 2011 at 4:42 pm
A variety show!?!? Can I host telethons every day to make money???
Posted by marinasleeps on January 27, 2011 at 12:41 am
If Jerry Lewis can do it … why can’t you?
Posted by auntbethany on January 27, 2011 at 12:01 pm
By gum, I’ll do it! I can touch my tongue to my nose…there’s one act…now what?!?
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Posted by Nazia on January 26, 2011 at 10:43 pm
Yet, a small, quiet voice urged me onward today
Steeling my courage, making me bold
And I stepped out from darkness to look at the sky
A sight I had dreamed of, but never pursued
This is light of your conscious state of mind ,live inner guilt which would even more shine when you are in complete darkness or search of any discovery for refreshing your soul.
This light will light your all weak areas of your personality and keep you in alert mode during time of doing mistakes in coming life.So let this light in and see how it would bring clarity in your decision making.
Posted by auntbethany on January 27, 2011 at 12:00 pm
I’m trying to let this light in! I would love nothing more than to let it in completely!
Posted by Nazia on January 27, 2011 at 2:01 pm
Sure you deserve it .
keep it up.
Posted by Tom Baker on January 27, 2011 at 10:56 am
Your photography is a great fit for this awesome poem. I’m sure you are proud of your poems but be especially proud of this one Aunt Bethany. Thanks for adding the Poetic License into your sidebar. I think I need to make a smaller one! Thanks for the email. I wish I could visit all the sites I want to but….
Posted by auntbethany on January 27, 2011 at 11:12 am
Thanks, Tom! Nice to see your subscription land in my mailbox. Is it inappropriate to say that your badge for Morning Erection is too large…for my sidebar?!? Yuk, yuk…
Posted by Tom Baker on January 31, 2011 at 8:11 am
It’s actually a compliment. One I carry with me in reality!!